i think im going to switch to word press.

And i'm back again,

i feel like you're the only one i can tell everything too, and won't judge me. i miss my bestfriends all four of them no longer are my best friends. i dont know what's happened to my life i really dont. i can tell you though that i'm in love, i am and i have been since last february and i'd do anything to make this boy mine. so anyway, i'll catch you up on my life.

betsy & i are no longer BEST friends..nor are tony and i...and kali and alisha never see me anymore, well i dont see them. schools a hassle, i dont even wanna go anymore. i feel like all i ever do anymore is study and i'm missing my life, i really am. and the boy, well things are still exactly the same with him as they were in july, same boy same situation. i pray every night that things will change, but they don't and idk how much longer i can give it. i'm dying for february to come around cause i have a good feeling about what'll happen in february. idk what else to right, maybe i'll be back on before i go to bed, maybe not.


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My life has a changed an awful lot in the past two years, physically and emotionally. Idk who I am. I'm not who I was. I don't know if I like myself anymore. I don't know if I ever will again. I decided I need to find myself and it's something I need to do alone

Lisha's , kali's coming over, fireworks later with them. <3

Just got in bed , tonight was great, staying at kali's with lisha for the night <3

RIP Kelly Sledzinski

Lord, you said, "Let the little children come to me." To you I entrust Kelly who has left us. She was but a child and so precious in your sight. You, Lord Jesus, became a little child for our sake. You welcomed children and promised that the kingdom would be theirs. Take Kelly into your arms and lead her into heaven where there will be no more tears, no more suffering, no more pain. Grant her the fullness of joy and eternal peace. You know the burden of our grief over the death of Kelly. One day unite us again. Amen.

May Kelly be held in God's loving embrace now and forever: Lord Jesus, I turn to you with trust. May her family be consoled in their grief: Lord Jesus, I turn to you with trust.May the friends of Kelly who shared friendship, school and sports together, be consoled and comforted: Lord Jesus, I turn to you with trust.

John Steinbeck once wrote, "It seems to me that if you or I must choose between two courses of thought or action we should remember our dying and try so to live that our death brings no pleasure on the world."

mmmmmm just ate dinner and got home from soccer! Sore as a mother fuckerrrrr. This boy makes me crazy, but I haven't heard from him allll day! Makes me very upset :/ anyway laying in bed and watching one tree hill for the rest of the day<3

less is more.

Tired, watching rocky II , soccer laterrrrrrrrr :)

I'm sickkkk :(

Yummm just got back from a run, showered and ate dinner :)

I love how I just get inside from running and it starts to thunderstorm.

One of these days letters are gonna fall from the sky tellidng us all to go free,
But until that day I'll find a way to let everybody know that you're coming back,
Coming back for me,
Cause even though you left me here I have nothing left to fear

i have nothing left to fear.

i met this really cute boy,
i think i'm going to stick with him for a while.

i've been trying so hard, can't get you out of my mind.

soo, lastnight was dec. i went with brittany and corey and marc to some kids house lol.
butit was fun, brittany and i got home around 1:30 she stayed here. went to bed at like 3 and i got up at 1 today then went back to sleep and got up at like 2 something hahah and then just layed in bed allll day but now i have to go clean the downstairs a little bit and my room and get ready to go to carbondale, i'm staying there until saturday. anyway thats all for now, text.

i never thought that i had anymore to give.

lastnight was lame, i babysat.
but whora, samhoe, and cmarks came to see me :)
i have to go babysitt in like 10 minutes, it's pretty much become my life.
soccer practice tomorrow i'm glad soccer's back, i missed it, a lot.
welllll immma go babysittt, keep me company; 5703527939

half the time the world is ending, truth is i am done pretending.

wow wow wubzyyy, i havent been on in ages.
i'll make this a daily thing again though (;

currently, i'm single and a junior but it's summer time.
i'm talking to shawn at the moment:))

today: well, lastnight i slept at kali's and we went to jeff's grad party & then met up with casey and then went to emily's 16th bday party and then we went back to her house and slept. i woke up at 7 this morning from the sun, it was really bright and once it woke me i couldnt get back to sleep so i hung out with kali's mom until kali woke up haha. then kali and i went outside and tanned all day practically in which i burned my chest :x but my legs are a nice bronzish whitish color hahaha.

the last 7 months: well starting from semi, semi was good minus the fact i was really sick and got sick at shayne's house. well december 1st was my 16th birthday i went to borders and the mall with kali and then we went to the movies. christmas was decent i finally got a phone with a qwerty keyboard, i got the AT&T quickfire, since then i've had the Pantech Matrix, the Pantech Slate and the iPhone which is what i have now. january, i found a cute boy who i truly and honestly adored, actually to this day i still adore him. january 6th i competed at keystone for fbla in acccounting 2 where i took 2nd and then went to states and didnt do so well. i joined mocktrial which was extremely fun and i miss it alot.
february 28th i went to the North Carolina v. Georgia Tech game with Kristine and saw my baby Tyler<3>
hah but the tarheels are still my team. On July 30th i am leaving for DC. I'm going with the National Student Leadership Counsel. I passed my sophomore year (: welll, farewell for now :)