the boy saw the comet and suddenly his whole life had meaning.

i'm through with you, theres nothing left for me to figure out.


i'mmmm in love with this boy who doesn't realize i exist.
i never see him and i miss who hee used to be :|

going to see twilight & then semi tomorrow
be backkk sunday night <33

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his whole life had meaning.

ekk, this week was amazing as usual ;P

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his whole life had meaning.

hhhheyyyy thereee (:
i'm back, today was good & i feel 10x better <3
i'm going back to school tomorroww, yeaahhh!
lol, & i'm also failing biology :/ which sucks maj.
asss! gossip girl & one tree hill toniighhht! Can't
wait~ thats it for now, laterrr ;D

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oh & fyi, stay away from him or i'll slit your throat kay thanks <3>

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his whole life had meaning.

today i didn't go to school because i;m sick :/
i actually sort of miss school i haven't been there
since thursday but its whatev, i miss my b <3
i feel like i haven't seen her in forever.
welll i'm done for noww, peaaaace!








today when i woke up i thought about you,
ever since i haven't gotten you out of my mind <33

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his whole life had meaning.

i haven't been on here lately.
i guess its because i've been
real busy. but maybe its because
i'm in denial & i don't want to write
the truth. i don't want to know how
i really feel or what i look like behind the smile.

* i'm in love with you.
* i have been for 7 months.
* i wish you knew this.
* now you do?


i went to philly saturday with kali.
best time ever, ohh haha mike kal,
the cute boy with the smallest penis
i've ever seen <;3 & kyle, ugh so hot !
i love philly with kalifornia <3

school tomorrow, i don't want to go.
i wish we had veterans day offfffffff.

this is,

going to be the death of me. i can't take this anymore. i can't take one more day of this i want out, and there's only one way out, but i won't make it out alive. why don't you go have another beer and smoke some more pot, maybe when I'm gone you'll see what tore me apart. I'm just a little girl in an evil and unkind world and this world isn't big enough for both you and i, someone's bound to die. this is what you're turning me into.

and tonight i'll stay home and miss you, more than you'll ever know.

i'm done.

i give up. 

i love you, but i'm going to let you go. 

i really fell hard for you, so hard.

and i wish that maybe for once you could just see how i feel and feel the way i feel.

so tomorrow, when you talk to me if i can't bare to talk back i hope you understand

that i love you and i need to let you go, i need to move on.

you've broke my heart in more than a million pieces and i need to work

on putting myself back together.

BECAUSE THESE WORDS HAVE NEVER BEEN HARDER FOR ME TO SAY..

AND THIS, THIS IS GOODBYE.

can't you see somethings missing...

i need you. i need to be with you. i adore you. i look up to you. i want you. <3you.
i'm in LOVE with you. i wish you could realize this, cause baby its true.
it hurts when i think about you. so today i'll try to let go, and then again tomorrow i'll try
again, but please forgive me if i can't stop loving you.
<3333

don't forget where the heart is . . .

theres this boy and he really means the world to me.

he is everything, he's handsome and tall and he's got

a great mind. i love the way he looks at me, i could

just look at him all day. to bad things don't seem to

last the way you want them to. i want this boy more

than anything. i look at his myspace everyday and try

to find every reason to talk to him but we're growing 

apart. i want him, i need him. i reallly like him. 

<33333333

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

i want to be the comet.

i want to be yours.

i want to be everything to you.

i want you to hold me.

i want to mean something to you.

i want that boy who used to call me babe and talk to me EVERYday. 

i want to be everything and more. 

i want you to love me the way i love you.

i want you to need me. 

cause i want you, and i need you, and you're my comet and you could be mine.

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

i don't knwo what to do!
i wannt you.
i want you more than anything
i reallly want you!
but the thing is,
do you want me to?
can't you just tell me.
i need to know.
i want to know.
i want you!
<3

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

things seem to be changing,
i can't say for the bettter.
but i can't say for the worse
my little brother now lives
with my father, the boy i like
doesn't like me back.
i've realized who my real
friends are and which friends
never were. ehh.
braces come off tomorrrow!
<333

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

i want you boy, i want you more than anything. if i could just get the guts to tell you this, maybe things could happen. i feel like i have so much to tell you but my mouth can't seem to move, all i wanna do is tell you how i feel, i feel so much and its all for you. i feel happy and loved and i feell that i love and i feel everything and i feel it for you, if you could just tell me that you feel this too. i have so much left to say and you really can't go away, i'm not ready for you to leave i want you to stay, but boy i know you're a teenager and that you have needs too, and you can't wait. you can't wait for me to grow courage and i am truly telling you i need you, i want you, i like you alot.
so tomorrow if you're still here i'll be the happiest girl around, i just want you to give me a chance, and i understand if the lights are off then they just arn't on.

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

i'm reall sick of your shit, forr reall; apprently you havn't gotten the hint, but its over completely, we are no longer friends, i ignore your phone calls and your messages, and yet you don't stop, this is breaking my heartjust as much as its breaking yours, can't you justleave me alone, and we;ll act like we never met.bestfriends? we were, but now you're at the topof my shit list.its horablt how we could go fromdoing everything together to, you screwing itall up, don't try to blame this on me or anyone for that matter cause this is all your fucking fault.bestfrriends, what happened? :x

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

good morning, so i skippped endurance tooday.
and i'm eating cereal, i have soccer tonight.
today will be borning !

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

kali was here today and i had fun.
i'm happppy, idk why though.

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

so yeah, today was reall radd,
i slept like all day and watched othh.
and then went to lake arial with andy
and brandon now i just finished dinnner!
but you were the highlight of my day,
just when i think things are ending theres
a turning point to our story :]
i digg ya, alot.

Yeahhso,

i'm home alone, practicalllly, sooo some cool kids should come over and we shall chiilllll ! <3

Curtains Close.

this is good-bye.

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

I can't bare to change things, i can't bare when things change.
i barely get by with you, i can imagine how much i'll get by without you.
I don't want to lose you, but the thing is i feel i've already lost you.
Things change, People change.
I've said that over and over again to myself, i think those words mean
to much for my own good.
Some days i wish i never met you, other days i wish i was open with you.
What if i told you how i felt ? What if i never added you?
The Impact you're leaving, you will never understand how it feels.
I'm at a happpy point in my life, shocking i know.
But the thing is it was only happy because of you.
now that you're gone , i miss everything about you.
I miss the smell of your hair and the necklace you wore
around your neck, i miss your eyes and your amazing personality.
You are a great boy, but you've made to many mistakes.

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

things change, people change.
i just wish you never did.
for four weeks my life felt
amazing. i've never felt better
i'd sign on aim and look for your
screen name, i'd wait for you
to im me which you always would.
you were so sweet, the best boy i've
ever met, you were so cute. but then
things stopped, i didn't expect things
to last because they never do, but if
you're reading this i really did like you.
i loved your smile and your eyes and the necklace
you wore around your neck. you have a great
personality and i wish you the best,
you'll find a girl and you'll make her happier
than ever, and if she isn't happy boy shes
missing you, all of you, its hard to miss
when its right in front your face but i
promise you its not you its her.
good luck. this is goodbye!

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

<333333333
oh boy i love this kid, and seriously he is AMAZING.

my stomach kills, i've been rushed to the hospital and drugged up way to much for one week.












GAH.

DOOO IT MAN BESSST YOU CAN DRIVERS IN THE HIPPIE VAN,

i can't believe its happppeninggg.

you make me so happppy, heppier than i've been in a while
hence the reason for a change in title.







girrl, stop sippppin hatorade.

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning

awe so yesterday was great.
i pretty much can't wait for this
weekend at all whatsoever.
i can't wait to meet someone this
weekend names arn't important ;)
i don't know why but it still bothers
me to see him with her but i guess
eventually i'll get over it.
i'm in geometry class right now,
bored to death :x
TO DEATH, sort of like sedya :(
well thats it for now.

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning

ARGHHH!



so lucas is being an ass to peyton and i can't stand it.
damn, he's a little bitch, they;re meant to be even though
shes the one who ruined it for herself. so i feel horable for her
but its all her fault! Angie had her surgery!! i hope shezz aighht.





out tonighhhhht! <333

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

in sci, with betzy! ;D

i bet you're jealous you arn't with her and you wish you were as hot as us ;D

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

betsyys a whoree, yeah!

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

sooo lately lifes been quite rad.
i'm talking to this kid, that i reallly like everyday.
but i don't ever get to see him, SIGH.
spirit week was supppafly freshmen took 2nd, YEAH.
<3333333333

last weekend was AMAZING.
i went to see annie with some cool kidz
and we left at intermession yeah blah blah,,
but SATURDAYY, i got to see my bfffffff and
kali and alisha before there semi yeahhhh.
i miss my lakeland kidz cause i never see them anymore. :(


this weekend will be great, going over the melon's house.
ha, babysitting saturdayy and sunday i'm doing whta i want.

yeahh, school sucks failing four classes bahaha.
i'mmma dumbass.

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

its 80s dayy, yeah, yeah , YEAH MAN.

ha, i am so rockkin the 80s.

i am waering leggings and a jean skirt and some of my momz hot 80s clothes.

oh yes, 80zz.


rofl,

so i'm in geometry class, i have french next then accounting and so on.

track after school, comment? www.myspace.com/alynn899

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning

!@#*& so i am sitttting boreddd, leave commments

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

In geomm again but i had a great day yesterdayyy it was amazinggg!

LITERALLY.

we lost our track meet though :x

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

d00d, i am sitting here in geometry class, bored to deathhhh.
soooo commment muhh myspaceee, WORD.

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

whose gonna bring that bl00d and p4in?
ha, so this weekend was greatt spirit week tomorrow yeahhh man, i'm psycheed. i'm wearing muhh hollister pants and shirt. and then tuesdayy is twin day catholic school girl with hea ohh yeahh! :D:D

homework :x
drowning in it.

<333>

dOOd itz alynnn

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

GREATT DAY.
C'DALE ALL DAY, WENT TANNING AND TO MCDONALDS.
<333333333
tonight i'm going to babysitt and then stay in c'dale till sunday.
fagans saturday.
baton comp. sunday!


<3333

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

todays gonna be great! still sick, no school until the 14th!
going to c;dale for the dayy, getting muhh hair died YEAHHH MAN.
and then the softball game at westside ggoo laurrra! ;D

<3333333333

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning

<3GOODDAY!
today was great and i'm dieng my hair, yeahhh mannn. =) i am psyched psyched! ohhh boiii. haha so what doo you think of three different colors, it sounds lovely to me ;D;D

i took 24 pictures today and put two new ones on myspace, COMMENTS.

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

<33going to carbondale today!

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

todayy, fucking suckkked ass.
so i went to school for like an hour.
then my mom came and got me cause i was sick.
i went to the doctors.
no school for me till the 14th, whichh is SPIRIT WEEK yeahhh mann.

i can't go out on friday cause my mom and her friends are a pain in my ass! :x
and i am fucking PISSED.

i have more homework than you will ever imagine.


ehh, boys suck and i really like this kid but i'm afraid to tell him what to do?

why am i always the one screwed over?

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

todayy was greatt.

its brie's birthdayy!
happpy birthdayy BRIE! ;]

i went to the mall and got some new clothes.
i didn't see my family much, therefore no problems.


<333333333

the boy saw the comet and suddenly his life had meaning.

so lastnight was horable, i was mad sick and a gazillion people came over i went to bed early so i could get up for work and some douchebag woke me up at 1am, seriously i wanted to shoot her. and then this morning i woke up and went in the bathroom to showerr and my gay brother left his clothes all over the bathroom! @#$%^ that really pisses me off. and then i got out of the shower and went downstairs to the bunch of fags and walked into a living room full of smoke, WHY ARE MY BROTHERS FRIENDS SO GAY?! eh!eh!

well now i have to go babysitt till figgan two am.
its a good thing i get paid well <333333