i think im going to switch to word press.

And i'm back again,

i feel like you're the only one i can tell everything too, and won't judge me. i miss my bestfriends all four of them no longer are my best friends. i dont know what's happened to my life i really dont. i can tell you though that i'm in love, i am and i have been since last february and i'd do anything to make this boy mine. so anyway, i'll catch you up on my life.

betsy & i are no longer BEST friends..nor are tony and i...and kali and alisha never see me anymore, well i dont see them. schools a hassle, i dont even wanna go anymore. i feel like all i ever do anymore is study and i'm missing my life, i really am. and the boy, well things are still exactly the same with him as they were in july, same boy same situation. i pray every night that things will change, but they don't and idk how much longer i can give it. i'm dying for february to come around cause i have a good feeling about what'll happen in february. idk what else to right, maybe i'll be back on before i go to bed, maybe not.


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My life has a changed an awful lot in the past two years, physically and emotionally. Idk who I am. I'm not who I was. I don't know if I like myself anymore. I don't know if I ever will again. I decided I need to find myself and it's something I need to do alone

Lisha's , kali's coming over, fireworks later with them. <3

Just got in bed , tonight was great, staying at kali's with lisha for the night <3

RIP Kelly Sledzinski

Lord, you said, "Let the little children come to me." To you I entrust Kelly who has left us. She was but a child and so precious in your sight. You, Lord Jesus, became a little child for our sake. You welcomed children and promised that the kingdom would be theirs. Take Kelly into your arms and lead her into heaven where there will be no more tears, no more suffering, no more pain. Grant her the fullness of joy and eternal peace. You know the burden of our grief over the death of Kelly. One day unite us again. Amen.

May Kelly be held in God's loving embrace now and forever: Lord Jesus, I turn to you with trust. May her family be consoled in their grief: Lord Jesus, I turn to you with trust.May the friends of Kelly who shared friendship, school and sports together, be consoled and comforted: Lord Jesus, I turn to you with trust.

John Steinbeck once wrote, "It seems to me that if you or I must choose between two courses of thought or action we should remember our dying and try so to live that our death brings no pleasure on the world."